The beginning of this week is redikulous

Okay, so far this week has caused a lot of mixed feelings and confusion.
1. I'm pretty much failing math and chem.
2. One of my best friends now hates me because of something that may/may not be my fault.
3. I think I really, really like someone.
First things first, school has been stressing me out. I have NEVER been good at any of the so-called "logic heavy" subjects, and I think that's starting to come back and haunt me. It also especially pisses me off when someone is like "Well, you are just not trying your hardest!" because that's the sad part. I am!! I also am an epic failure at test taking... literally.
Second things second, I've realized that sometimes people really need a scapegoat for their own mistakes. To shorten a long story, I spilled some information that I thought was already under the discretion of my friend's boyfriend... only to realize that she had been hiding some things from him. To make things worse, he ended things with her over it. The problem is, I've always been pretty good friends with both of them... and now I have the respect of one for spilling and the hatred of one for the same deed. Am I going crazy or is it pretty much customary to share critical information with your boyfriend... and NOT go behind their back? I know that it is my fault for providing the catalyst, but I honestly wouldn't have made such a mistake if I had known that he was in the dark. Lesson learned here? I have no idea. Don't talk to your friends' boyfriends even if they are good friends of yours? Don't ask people questions if you're not sure that they don't have the answers? Don't be friends with people who will put a guy first, even when they have it all wrong? That's the point. I've always been there for her, and I'm hoping she'll cool down and come around.
Oh jeez, Crazy Bitch by Buckcherry came on JUST as I finished writing that paragraph. So I guess this calls for a happier note : )
I've discovered that I rather fancy someone, and I can't stop thinking about them. Well, duh it's a guy. And, duh he's pretty fucking attractive. I'm just not sure how this is going to work out...
Only like, one person knows (Hey Emily :] ) but yeah, guitar lesson in an hour and 43 minutes. I should probably start looking for my pick...
I miss playing the drums : (. Maybe my parents will love me enough to buy me the perfect present this christmas? Maybe... if my grades keep me from going to italy this may be quite possible.
Hell, I don't care. I can drum in Italy anyway.

peace and metal <3